My mood is just like the songs in my play list.

Emotional and sad.

The only people I can talk and share my problem is only my brother whom in UK now.

Thanks to him for calling me just now.

I feel much better.

Leave me alone!

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What's going now? Everything is just so normal lahh. The information is fake, you're still my dad and she is still my mum. This will not change forever in my life. Just a small matter lah. Please stop controlling me al right? I have no freedom at all. You asked me to work yes I did. But you don't like the job that I'm doing right now. Then in the future I got no freedom or right to choose a job that I like? Please, you all just don't understand me. I admit that I don't like to talk but doesn't mean I don't know anything! I just don't want to explain. You know that. I know how to take care myself okay? I'm 19 now! Not 3 years kid any more. Please don't always tell me I don't know this don't that. Don't always says I'm stupid ! I'm not stupid! I know everything! I think before I make a decision. I'm very speechless.