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I'm at cybercafe now !
Facebook-ing and Blogging here !
Damn bored !

Thursday...

Oh Gosh !

I just couldn't believe that things I planned end up just a dream !

Wednesday - MOS and Gosh Club : Failed ( Stay at home did nothing ! )

Thursday - Maison and Envy Club : Failed ( Steam bot and went somewhere else ! )

Haha. What the tut !

Told ya'll ! I will really very less step into club !

I will start working for freelance job this coming weekend and next week as well.

D'Yue ! I choose you ! I will work hard from now onwards !

Hope my parents will support me !

I do really hope to join and I swear I will be manage to control my time between my studies and D'Yue !

It's my show time now !

Fight fight fight and fight !!!

Freaking Holiday

Sorry for the delay! It's been time I didn't update my blog since the last post. Attempted to update so but failed. Well, exam finished 5 days ago which mean 2nd semester was over and 3rd semester is coming really soon right after Chinese New Year. During these few days, I should says that I was thinking what to think about but not what to think. Too many moves, too many changes, too many thoughts and too many ups and downs! So what am I exactly thinking about? I was thinking about D'Yue. Is it possible for me to join this business? I'm considering still. Sigh, registration fee is the biggest issue. If not I don't need to think bout that and I will straight away sign up! I really hope that I can be one of a part of them. Last Sunday I attended an e-commerce business talk which is D'Yue Business Orientation. What I can says is, perfect! It's worth that I spent 120 bucks for that talk. It really impressed me and the peoples there were so friendly! Indeed a nice conversation with them. They taught me a lot of things, not to say they help me 'wash brain' but they really gave a lot of information for me. I did learned a lot of things from them. Special thanks to Shella, Eunice, Kit, Jerry, Derek, Yumi and her boyfriend.

"Go after your dreams, do whatever you feel to freshen your thoughts, you will only keep on learning, nobody will ever able to learn everything............"

No doubt, I've rest enough. Is time for me to limber up myself. My party mood is currently switching on. What to do? I have 1 month holiday till the end of Chinese New Year. I've been stop for club almost 2 months time. Wow, is quite a long period for me indeed. I made it my own promise! Cheers and big applause for myself... Claps claps claps... My friends, unexpected, unbelievable right? So please stop calling me 'Clubbing King is back' ! Haha. My life now is so unstable and unpredictable yet I'm trying to do so amendment on myself. My sub-dream is still on processing and everything doing good except my financial. Financial is still the biggest problem for me but I will never give up to earn more money. I wanted to earn more money and use my own 'sweat and toil' money to buy something that I like. Of course for my pocket money as well, I don't want to use the money that my dad gave me every month. I wanted to abate my dad's burden so that I can match up the word of 'independent'. Independent from everything, I believe that I can really handle things whenever there's a problem. In the process, I will also get learn and experience something new too. I'm going to 19, I ain't little kids any more.

"Life's tough." Do you agree bout that?

It's been few weeks, is still the same feelings. Each time I made my mind to move on, deep down it hurts me so much. It's hard to let go someone. I've tried and I am still trying. Still, the more I want to let go, the more I linger. All of a sudden, I miss the way she drunk in my car and lied on my thigh. Talked something nonsense with her funny and cute expression. In short, I miss her everything...But all of the above is already the past tense, she has her own world now. Once awhile, I like to typed her name whenever I text with her or chat with her. I wanted to type out her name here, but after I think and think and think. I start with the alphabet of 'I' but I will remember her name to the end of my life.

My room is so cold now and I'm drinking a can of Guiness beer for about almost 1 hour! Eww, it taste so bitter and so hard to drink. Heineiken still best, my favourite beer ! Oh ya, suddenly think of what to do with my coming days? Gym? Swim? Badminton? D'Yue? Work? Yumcha? Shopping? Sing K? Party? All of the above! Haha. I always remind myself, one day I will be a famous model! =) And guess what? My eldest brother whom in England now is coming back on 12 February. Frankly, I did miss him so much. It's 4.52am in the midnight now, guess that I need to end here and do my own things. Au revoir..

!!

Well, hope what I did will really help me

I purposely don't want to reply anything

How could I reply if the one I love kept mentioning about her boyfriend?

Is it remain silence will help me to let go?

I don't know, I must try and force myself not to..

I hope she know, I hope she know..

Argh !!

Continue my studies !!

Exam at 2pm later !!

Ouch !!

I hate to wash toilet !

I hate it !

I hate it !

I hate it !

But I washed toilet just now !

Don't know why the toilet suddenly become so clean

Because of me perhaps ?! Haha

What perhaps ? I washed it !

Definitely! Is me ! Haha

My hand keep on shivering now =(

Too bad.

Oh yeah, my house mates gone to dinner !

It's my time to rock my room now !

Woohoo. !

Taaddaa! I wanna enjoy before they come back !

Hiak hiak. Peeps !!!

Au revoir !

Sigh...

I really don't wanna to care anymore

I really want to stop

Move backwards will do

Yes, this is what I'm doing now

If not my feeling towards her will more deep day by day

I'm trying to let go but I just couldn't let her go

Sigh

What should I do?

Someone please brighten me a road for me to walk away from this.

Not in mood now

Next paper tomorrow

Introduction to Electronic Publishing

I will do it well

4 more left...

English paper examined today morning

Can say that only few of the questions I did not answer well

There are 4 more subjects left

Hope I really can do well in the coming papers

I don't wanna resit anymore

I'm sure I can do it =)

I still remember this

" Aza Aza Fight ! "

Haha.. It means Gambateh !

Bah Kut Teh

KL's bah kut teh really CANNOT !

Still is KLANG the best !

Muahaha

Went to 'Bao Xiang bah kut teh' with Jessy just now.

Well, should I cut my hair or not?

I'm thinking..

Duh.

Missing'...

Love makes all the difference in the world

and you makes all the difference in my life,

every minutes of everyday,

you're the one I'm thinking of

and every single moment feel special.

Where you go ?

I miss you so...

’Lately 一直会有想念某人的感觉

原来想念 是一种 有点 酸酸刺刺的 感觉

是一种 很玄 的东西 很不好受

然后就会变得很安静 不想说话 就静静的

不想想她那么多 却又不知不觉 想她 好多好多’

但我觉得我放了好一些

我也没发了 因为我觉得没有这个必要

最重要的是她快乐 无忧无虑 那我也替她高兴了

“要好好的照顾自己，别每天熬夜“

Well, am going to sleep now.

Going back to Klang later afternoon.

I think I will more concentrate on my studies without my computer.

Tadaaa. Have a nice day

^______^

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I like my blog's songs =)

Feel so relax

Hope ya all enjoy

I love you baby~

Haha

Would you...

What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?

What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?

Some people live and some people die.

But I want to tell you I love you and you are a true friend...

That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...

If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.

Would I be in yours?

If you care about the person who sent this to you then you will send it back.

Send this to all your friends...

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are,

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.

' Here I share this article with you guys =) '

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MY FRIENDS ALWAYS &

FOREVER! ! !

Morning..

Wake up in the early morning feeling like 'superman',

So spunk and energetic that made me gotta feeling to blogging here.

Thought that I will sleep like a pig noisily until

left half an hour before my music class which is 9.30am.

Who knows I suddenly awake in this time.

Yeah, who knows what will happen next.

And guess what,

'Gotcha ! The last one !'

Only me and my friend knew what's the sentence mean.

Well, since I woke up so early,

I think I better go and get my notes on my table.

Have a nice day =)

Final exam

Final exam

10 more days left

My currently status : Study

Temporary quit club

Oh yeah

Happy go lucky~~

Recently, kind a lot of shocking and unexpected incidents that shocked me just like out of sudden only. I'm wondering WHY. Undeniable, those are reality and I must face the fact or I can says, accept the truth. Who knows what will going on tomorrow? No one will know. Everything just let it be will do. Somewhere in time, I just couldn't calm down myself and kept on thinking of something useless, perhaps. I admit that I think too much and I also got no idea why I so like to think! Idiot Joe as sometimes she says me! Wasted my own time ! I hope I can use the time to get prepare for my final exam and put aside those unimportant thingy. But frankly, certain thing really hurts me. 'Ouchiee!' Nothing I can do, nothing I can say. Sometimes pretend to be happy will help me to replace my terrible emotional. Of course, you are still yourself and me is still myself.

Actually, wanted to understand about someone is not that hard. Try to advert her/his every single action or discover things that she/he like and dislike. Day by day, you will get to know the person very well. As my friend can attest, I'm a person that can understand or discover a person very fast even if I don't know the person. But, this time I failed. "The first impression I saw this person, she gave me a very hard strong and unpredictable feeling and she is the only girl that gave me a special feeling. And yes, I treat her totally different from the other girls. From the moment I knew..." ( Not going to tell who's the person=P) But now, guess that I need to congratz her =) I will still be happy here and wish her good luck~! I will remember what she told me~!

I really want to make myself a to-do-list already. "Beh tahan!!" I really want to fit up myself, go to gym at least twice a week and go for swimming once a week ! Woohoo. Hope that I really got that talent to be a model? *Giggle~~ "Bu Hao Xiao" Tut !! Two more weeks, final exam! Come on, I'm ready. Haha. Oh ya, is it sushi really that nice? Hmm. I not really like to eat sushi actually, still remember the first time I went for sushi with my family. *Eeeww, felt like wanna vomit. I think I should try more sushi next time with my friends who are fans of sushi. =)

Kimuchi Udon ! =)

Yeah, my dad is right, patient on everything

It won't take a lot of your time, patient and wait !

New year, new life, new hope, new Joe

Everything changed...

But my heart is still the same

Be happy always...

*This post is so 'GG' for me. Actually I've already posted this post, after few hours later, I deleted again because I'm so afraid.

But then this is the only place that I express my feelings. 'Sei zao sei' . So I decided to post again !

Au Revoir

...

I must face and accept the fact !

Take a deep breathe !

I know I can do it !